this was in an email to a friend, but i thought i'd share it with the whole world. (potentially)

i pray to let go everyday and then a situation comes up and i do whatever i want. or i think of what i want and then the thought of what i should do comes second, and then still i almost always do what i want. that's crazy.

i read a quote from the author Chuck Palahniuk yesterday that made me think about this. i don't know what he was talking about really but i think a lot of time this could applie to what God's will for us might be.:

"Don't do what you want. Do what you don't want. Do what scares the heck (hell?) out of you."

at first we don't want to do it, but after we do it we are so glad we did.

here's something else i was thinking about

mustard seed sized faith can move a mountain, so when we pray for something and then with the next breath whisper a doubt (that it will happen) to ourselves, what sized faith does that amount to? maybe one atom within that mustard seed?




GRACE AND PEACE BE YOURS>.....